Whenever you will speak Harikatha, you try to worship Krishna. Take absolute shelter to Preceptorial channel, to Guru Parampara Preceptorial channel, right preceptorial channel. Divine Krishna will descend. If you think by my own capacity, by my own intellect I can know the substance of the teachings then you have done a Himalayan blunder. Nobody on earth has got this power through inductive process, process of ascension we shall know the right path by our own capacity by reading books, by going through, by our own intelligence etc. Only you are missing your time. You have to speak what you have heard from a bonafide devotee, try to recapitulate and recite that, repeat that. That will purify your mind. You are speaking for your own purification and that knowledge is coming from preceptorial channel through it. It is descending through the right preceptorial channel. Go through the sermons given by our most venerable Param Gurudeva Sri Bhakti Siddhanta Sarasvati Goswami Thakur. Whenever he spoke anything first he took absolute shelter to Guruparampara, preceptorial channel. By this he is teaching us, give up all vanity. If there be any vanity any endeavor from your side, a finite being by finite intellect what they will understand, they would understand Krishna? Then Krishna will become finite. Supreme Lord cannot be realized by finite intellect, finite mind, and finite sense organs, impossible. There is no equal to him, more than him. He will descend to a completely surrendered soul and dazzle. Preceptorial channel from Supreme Lord is there, gradual submission.